Appointments

I seemed to be consumed this morning with feelings I’d begun to have when I would be at Doctor’s offices. I would watch other patients have their name called, be greeted, and go back to be seen. Be fixed or at least diagnosed. I remember thinking they looked like they were getting answers. I hoped they were. I wondered what I might be doing wrong to be ignored. Had I crossed the wrong doctor at some mysterious point in my history? I often remembered a prescription error that occurred either on the pharmacy end or the nurse end, but nothing was ever said about it. I thought it was a non issue for the longest time. But after so many appointments, I was trying to figure it out. I feel like my over thinking may not be as much a character flaw as a situational flaw.

Frustrating moments. Still so thankful.

More to come…