Why do I hate Dr Ellis so much? Like, the only way I think I could truly punish her enough to come close to how she has crushed me is in my death. Harken to the old Bell Witch story. Now there’s a hero for the crushed and beaten down masses. Let them kill you. But don’t walk towards the light. Go somewhere else. Then find your way back to your bully. And show up. And never let up.